The Most Wonderful Season of All – Grief and the Holidays

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The Most Wonderful Season of All – Grief and the Holidays

The holiday season is a festive season filled with family joy, right? There are holiday decorations, holiday songs, gifts  and so much food. With everyone referring to “the most wonderful time of the year,” how can you not feel pressure to be joyous when you experience grief during the holidays?

Well, there may come a Holiday season that could be the first time without one of our loved ones. Our first holiday season alone, as a widow, divorced or after the loss of a parent or other loved family member.

Even if we are surrounded by other people we love,  the first holiday season after a death or divorce signals that this is  not a Holiday Season as usual. For many, no matter how hefty the egg nog, there’s a dose of dread lurking under their cheer – and rightfully so.

Why Do the Holidays Make Us Lonely?

Over the years we establish family traditions that remind us of the connection we have to our loves ones. Something as simple as a loved one who always gives us the worst gift may establish an expectation, or routine, that constitutes a tradition. These traditions may seem painful and hollow if we can’t share them anymore with our loved one.

Instead, despite what we’re feeling, we get holiday cards in the mail beckoning us to “have the best Christmas Ever” or “to have a Joyous Season” and we are struck with the contrast between what we feel and what the rest of the world feels.

We want to join in the joy the rest of the world is expressing and we may try to get sucked into the activity of the season and pretend the pain away, or we may withdraw from all of it and get engulfed in our sadness.

The First Holiday After a Loss

If this is your first holiday after a loss, you may not know how you are going to manage the waves of grief that will hit you.

Here are some suggestions I have for clients that are grieving (and remember, you can always contact me or refer me to a loved one if you feel that they need help coping with their grief):

  • Release the expectations about what the holidays should be. Just because there is a cultural imperative that there should be a whirlwind of merriment and joy, it is “ok” to simplify. Do only the things that comfort you. Do what you feel capable of, and do not push yourself outside your personal boundaries.

  • Allow yourself to adapt traditions. Your loved one may have been an integral part of the traditions. Because your loved one isn’t  present does not mean that the traditions have to be fully discontinued. See how family traditions can remain and honor the memory of the loved one – like a special meal everyone loved.

  • Don’t pull away from the grief and from the memories. Let the tears and emotions engulf you when they come. But be open to the joys of the memories as well. Let yourself truly feel everything, good and bad.

  • Choose to honor your loved one in your gifting. You may want to give a gift to an organization in the name of your loved one, such as supporting a family, or donating to a clothing or food bank. Remember the spirit of this donation as you prepare your belongings for transport; it is a good, positive thing to provide them to a family in need.

  • Fill your house with live plants and greenery in order to remind yourself of the continuing of life. You may also ask to babysit children while a neighbor does their shopping, or spend time with a pet or volunteering at a shelter. Life is a cycle and it will continue, even for you, despite your sadness.

  • If spirituality is part of your life, allow yourself to connect with that bigger part of yourself. Allow the meaning of the season to infuse you and sustain you in your grief. While it is natural for many of us to be angry in our grief, it may also provide you comfort.

Be prepared for the holiday season, particularly if it is the first one after the loss of a loved one to be difficult. But know that as difficult as it is right now, slowly and gently you will reconnect with life.

 

Dr. Ines K. Roe has been helping women in transition rediscover themselves for over 20 years. If you’re  been feeling unfulfilled, are frustrated with your sense of accomplishment in midlife, or simply need guidance on your path to holistic well being, join her ecourses or sign up for the Whole Person Wellness program.

By | 2016-10-18T00:33:01+00:00 December 8th, 2014|Emotions, Family|12 Comments

12 Comments

  1. Carol Cassara December 8, 2014 at 3:44 pm - Reply

    We buried my mother on Christmas Eve 1999. All good advice here today.

  2. Ellen Dolgen December 8, 2014 at 3:52 pm - Reply

    That first year of loss is the most painful. Every holiday, every special occasion feels so sad. This is a great post with wonderful tips. I especially like this one:
    Don’t pull away from the grief and from the memories. Let the tears and emotions engulf you when they come. But be open to the joys of the memories as well. Let yourself truly feel everything, good and bad. I think allowing yourself to grieve is so important – even during happy times. Thank you for this…so many people need these tips this time of year.

  3. Tam Warner Minton December 8, 2014 at 5:13 pm - Reply

    My father died in mid September, when I was much younger, and we just could not face Christmas without him. Instead, mom took my brother and I and my husband on a cruise. By the next Christmas we were functioning. I think sometimes a change can help…

  4. Ruth Curran December 8, 2014 at 6:05 pm - Reply

    Yes, firsts are tough but I love your suggestions especially filling the house with plants and other things that remind you of the continuation of life! Thank you Ines, for the wonderful advice!

  5. Lisa at GrandmasBriefs December 8, 2014 at 10:06 pm - Reply

    I’ve thankfully not lost anyone close and have yet to deal with this. But the year my stepdad died was difficult for my mom (she was an empty nester). So I organized for my family and several of my siblings to join in taking my mom to a nursing home and passing out colorful balloons and fruit to the seniors, all in my stepdad’s name, on Christmas Eve. It kept my mom from noticing the absence in our regular Christmas Eve affair… for the most part.
    Great tips here! Thank you.

  6. WendysHat December 9, 2014 at 9:37 am - Reply

    Although I’ve never experienced this I can see how it would be hard. Holidays have so many wonderful traditions and memories for me. Thanks for these important reminders and tips.

  7. Roslyn Tanner Evans December 10, 2014 at 1:32 pm - Reply

    Fortunately have not experienced this but am sensitive to others who might. Holidays can bring up painful feelings for those who are alone, life hasn’t gone the way they wanted, or do to loss. Excellent post.

  8. Tea December 10, 2014 at 1:38 pm - Reply

    These are some good advices. Fortunately I didn’t lost anybody in closer family, so for me holidays are always happy:)

  9. Meryl Hershey Beck December 10, 2014 at 7:05 pm - Reply

    Excellent post. The holidays can be such a challenging time for so many people. While there are so many joyous things happening around us there are also many many people dealing with grief and loss. It is a beautiful yet sad time of year.

  10. Erin December 10, 2014 at 2:37 pm - Reply

    I absolutely understand this experience. When I was eight years old, my dad passed away and it was a few Christmas’s that went by before I stopped filling a Christmas stocking for him. These words here are so valuable. And it is important to hold space for those who have experienced a loss and are having trouble around this time of year. Thank you for your message

  11. Lorii Abela December 10, 2014 at 10:48 pm - Reply

    While there are people who feel lucky during holidays, there are those who are saddened by unexpected circumstances. It is a reality!

  12. Tina December 11, 2014 at 4:08 am - Reply

    Pamela struggles with this at every holiday, and I think Mother’s Day is the worst for her. She keeps busy, and mostly celebrates with other people by helping them have joyous holidays. That seems to help her get through the days.

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